I have decided that in attempt to become less emotionally frustrated, I'm going to live in the basement playing the sims and only come out to eat and sleep.
Except that we don't have a basement and only my sister has the sims. I'm feeling so cynical right now. I'm just so sick and tired of repeating the same situations, and thinking that I'll be able to handle it better but not being able to, since you can't help the way you feel.
Asking for something when you KNOW that the person you're asking can't give it to you is really frustrating, especially if you believe that they should be able to give it you. But at the same time it makes you feel guilty if you also understand why they CAN'T give you what you're asking for.
And you know what? I'm NOT going to tell you what I'm talking about. And, I'm going to become emotionally stunted and retiring until I get what I want. And when I do, it will probably be too late any way and that will make me even more angry.
And no one can change the way I feel or make it better and there isn't a solution so let's just not talk about it any more at all. OK?
Labels: rants, vicarious living
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